I think about where I've been in the last year and reflect on the loneliness i feel now. It's sprung (sprang?) on me strongly with it's talons out and I don't know why. I know I miss her. her ability to accept me as whole and who I am not only built me, but made me feel invincible. The quiet intimate places we went, the ability to share my secrets and have her trust and hold them. More than anything, I miss the rituals, I miss the breakfast, the coffee, the daily things that she would always tell me made her happy. I think about this last relationship and cant help but remember how she made me feel like superman (because batman sucks :)
Your relationships must breathe invincible. She has to make you feel stronger than "the other" more powerful than "the other" like you are her world...when they can do this to you...well...let me take that back...because we don't see relationships as they are...but as we are...finding the right person will allow you to feel that much more whole...our life sidekicks (partners) can help us breathe in the sweet nectar of life...they fill us with a sweetness and help us fly.
Thank you for reminding me how sweet life tastes...
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